I was thinking about sharing my thoughts just now, I'm kind of in a sad mood.
But I doubt anybody really wants to hear it.
Besides, if I did, I'd be afraid of fitting the emo stereotype. And I'm not even CLOSE to emo.
(Am I?)
I suppose I'm only afraid of these things.
1. Horror Movies.
2. Falling.
3. Car Crashes. (always thinking about them while driving.)
You know, I think that's it.
Otheer than that, I think I really dont care.
About anything.
I just
don't care.
Just yet.
Monday
Thursday
Worried.
I kept it a secret. And now I'm reaping the benefits.
You know, for me, something like this usually leaves behind GRAVE consequences.
I guess this time I was ninja enough to avoid them.
Or I got lucky.
See that's the problem. You were probably brought up to have deep-seated fears
against doing this kind of things, because your parents told you so.
Well, now you're an adult and goddamit, you can do what you please. (within reason, of course.)
And although overall I knew it was a stupid choice,
the most obvious opinion was, "Why not?"
You may be disappointed in me,
You may be glad you're not me,
You might even be glad I've gone,
But, by Jove, I had fun.
A rare occasion to begin with.
And if that makes me a bad person then I really think you have
really fucked-up, socially-biased, ignoramus-style, small, and closed-minded morals.
If that offended you i'm sorry but that's how i see it.
...Which may also, unfortunately, pertain to the above statement.'
Oh, balls...
You know, for me, something like this usually leaves behind GRAVE consequences.
I guess this time I was ninja enough to avoid them.
Or I got lucky.
See that's the problem. You were probably brought up to have deep-seated fears
against doing this kind of things, because your parents told you so.
Well, now you're an adult and goddamit, you can do what you please. (within reason, of course.)
And although overall I knew it was a stupid choice,
the most obvious opinion was, "Why not?"
You may be disappointed in me,
You may be glad you're not me,
You might even be glad I've gone,
But, by Jove, I had fun.
A rare occasion to begin with.
And if that makes me a bad person then I really think you have
really fucked-up, socially-biased, ignoramus-style, small, and closed-minded morals.
If that offended you i'm sorry but that's how i see it.
...Which may also, unfortunately, pertain to the above statement.'
Oh, balls...
Saturday
An amazing thought.
I had this amazing thought just now, on the way home from Speech Contest.
The only problem was, I had forgotten it by the time I sat down at my computer.
I find this happens to me a lot.
The most brilliant, most perfect, most cosmically mind bending thought you've had in many moons.
And then it dies a mysterious, lingering death.
Sad face.
The only problem was, I had forgotten it by the time I sat down at my computer.
I find this happens to me a lot.
The most brilliant, most perfect, most cosmically mind bending thought you've had in many moons.
And then it dies a mysterious, lingering death.
Sad face.
Another night, walking still.
I noticed today that I hadn't had an original thought in years.
Most of the things I think about are based off of situations I'd seen or heard of,
With despicably low amounts of imaginative fabrication.
When this occurred to me, I realized that all of the things I had thought before,
even the thoughts that I believed were more personal, original thoughts,
maybe even an enlightened on or two,
had all, no doubt,
been previously thought.
Perhaps some 24 year old in Montana had had this same thought pattern two days ago.
I bought a really cool gas mask (fully functional) offline last week and it came today.
I was really exited. It looked pretty scary on me. Fit well, too.
By the end of the day it had split in two.
I guess I didn't deserve it.
They always say,
material wealth isn't the true path to happiness.
A agree.
However, material goods can indeed create
the true path to perfect ultimately realistic internal fabrication of reality,
better known as imagination.
Most of the things I think about are based off of situations I'd seen or heard of,
With despicably low amounts of imaginative fabrication.
When this occurred to me, I realized that all of the things I had thought before,
even the thoughts that I believed were more personal, original thoughts,
maybe even an enlightened on or two,
had all, no doubt,
been previously thought.
Perhaps some 24 year old in Montana had had this same thought pattern two days ago.
I bought a really cool gas mask (fully functional) offline last week and it came today.
I was really exited. It looked pretty scary on me. Fit well, too.
By the end of the day it had split in two.
I guess I didn't deserve it.
They always say,
material wealth isn't the true path to happiness.
A agree.
However, material goods can indeed create
the true path to perfect ultimately realistic internal fabrication of reality,
better known as imagination.
Friday
All too sad.
...
ever been in one of those situations where your felling pretty good about yourself and life in general...
suddenly, a single thing is said, or a single event occurrs, and suddenly your completely down on yourself and you feel terrible, like you've let everybody down?
...it happens.
dunno, maybe i'm just over-emotional. I have pretty massive mood swings.
I cried during Wall-E. It was so cute, yet so sad. (-_+)
what about you?
ever been in one of those situations where your felling pretty good about yourself and life in general...
suddenly, a single thing is said, or a single event occurrs, and suddenly your completely down on yourself and you feel terrible, like you've let everybody down?
...it happens.
dunno, maybe i'm just over-emotional. I have pretty massive mood swings.
I cried during Wall-E. It was so cute, yet so sad. (-_+)
what about you?
Thursday
Idiots on Youtube: Update
so here's today's exchange of messages between me and the absolutely ludicrous cannonballcrush.
cannonballcrush:
YolteotlX:
You have fun trying to make yourself sound more intelligent. Sounds to me like you are running out of steam. You know, of all the people on this planet, racist jerks like you who keep trying to tell themselves that they're tough and cool because they use expletives and talk trash to people they've never met without real reason to do so. All I see is a pathetic nine year old sitting behind the mask of the internet thinking he owns the place. Go back to school.
I want to see how long he goes. ^_^
cannonballcrush:
hey loser what took so long. way i see it you get just as bitchy about nothin. just another fuckin loser faggot. oh oh man insult my grammar oooo thats hurtin. stupid fuck, worms like you bother me not. this amuses me. keep comin bitch | |
You have fun trying to make yourself sound more intelligent. Sounds to me like you are running out of steam. You know, of all the people on this planet, racist jerks like you who keep trying to tell themselves that they're tough and cool because they use expletives and talk trash to people they've never met without real reason to do so. All I see is a pathetic nine year old sitting behind the mask of the internet thinking he owns the place. Go back to school.
I want to see how long he goes. ^_^
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